Saturday, July 12, 2008
darn
I keep telling myself that I will do it tomorrow, but the tomorrow never comes. What will I do? I will live!
She asked me; what is so bad about being able to do things?
Me: I do not know. The thought of it scares me. It is just not me.
I explained and described my family’s behaviors, and in particular on some of them she said that they were being mean. But I had a very low night when I came back home this Thursday.
I made it to go to my dentist on Friday. And I made an appointment with a psychiatrist, too. But I did not want to. I wanted to crawl, eat, and sleep. Sleeping is good because the time passes quickly without noticing when you are asleep.
Anyhow, Saturday is arriving, and I am worried that I have to stay alive another day.
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Here's a warm hug for you..:D :D :D Good for you for keeping your appointments and go ahead crawl, eat and sleep, there's nothing wrong with it. I used to sleep 16 hours a day!!! Once u are ready u would go out. Go for looooong quiet walks :D
Maryam joon, what i have learned is that some times our loved ones would say or do things that is truly hurtful, but that doesn't mean they don't love us or want to intentional hurt us....it took me sometime but eventually i learned NOT TO HEAR THEM. Now whenever i hear one of their hurtful comments, it would just go in one ear and out the next. The important thing is that i be happy with my decisions.
How was yr Saturday?
Crawling, eating and sleeping isn't all that
Posted by: Darya | Saturday, July 12, 2008
hang in there Maryam.
Do whatever you need to do; eat sleep and crawl.
Posted by: kahless | Saturday, July 12, 2008
I think they are just Stupid, Darya. Stupid and mean and badjense and controling. They loving stinks. Good for their dads.
We worked a little on Thursday, and it is dawning on me that they do not understand bounderies and what "minding own business" means... oh well I could go on and on and on... but I stop now.
maybe later...
Posted by: mariam | Sunday, July 13, 2008
I am trying to hang in Kahless.
You have been very supportive and kind to me. thank you. It is a hell. the hell itself.
Posted by: mariamusic | Sunday, July 13, 2008
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